*Sign* Lord, I have failed you AGAIN. (insert tears) I have let everything, and everyone take the place of You.

I have made idols out of nothing that left my void more open. I have cursed your name with my disobedience.

They say look at the fruit, but I feel like I’m barren. My mouth produces words that leaves my actions fruitless. Right now, I am ashamed.

I tried to get it right, but the more I tried, the more I went wrong. I’m standing here, not on my word but on my doubts, fears, and regrets.

But this foundation is caving in. I want to call out, but my shame keeps me boxed in. Darkness has become my roof.

But in the midst of it all, Your love becomes my light, Your blood becomes my victory. Your strength becomes my might.

I don’t know why I’m trying to say, but I’m searching for the words of forgiveness. May I find this truth in Your word that brings me healing.

May I find true in your word that I am healing.