Daddy, I feel like I have failed today. I feel like I let someone slide when I they shouldn’t have. I feel so weak. I didn’t want to but deep down I did. I wanted to show mercy like I was shown my You. I felt that it was the right thing to do but why does it hurt so much. Do you hurt when You have shown us mercy when we deserve punishment? Maybe I am angry because I wanted them to suffer. Maybe I am angry because they don’t seem to think that they are the problem. They aren’t appreciative and they are still playing the victim. But I can’t help but wonder if I’m the same way with You. Please give me wisdom, knowledge, and understanding with this situation. I really need it.

Please forgive me Lord and soften my heart because I am burning with rage every time I think about it. Because I don’t know if I made the right choice and it makes me feel weak. I feel stupid because I waited so long to confront the situation. I surrender it all to You because this is heavy to bear. Guide me. Help me grow in You and teach me what I need to learn.

Watching the news makes me angry, and there is so much sadness and conflict everywhere. Why am I so angry? I’m getting antsy. I’m getting nervous. I’m scared, I’m worried, and all of this is not of You. Please help me get on track. I fell off again.