I get anxious for the future. I try to take Your job. In all reality it becomes more and more clearer to me, how we are only able to see our sin from the perspectives of sinners. This is crazy. I can’t believe that it is already July. Where did the time go? I feel like I haven’t gotten much done. I feel behind. I’m worried that I am too friendly. I am worried about what’s happening next. I’m worried that I missed my calling. I’m wonder if this is the year to prepare and WO package. I need to retake my ASVAB. My son needs a daycare to attend. My anniversary is coming up. Am I doing this wife thing right? I don’t want to start or progress with much of anything because of the fear of failure and for the fact that I don’t have enough time to learn. I think I’m trying to figure things our and have all of the pieces before I start. I’m ready to go home to my family. I wonder how our cleaning business will go. The hubby can’t wait to get back to work and work long hours, but my job is busy all the time. How will things work out? I have to do my math placement for school. I don’t even know if my intentions are right. Even if they are, is this the plan You have for me?